06.21.99

I love you
I thought I was trying to love you
or wanting to be fixed
and tried for ages to talk
me out of it
But, all the time, when i'm alone
I hear your voice or picture
you in my head
and
My FaceSmiles - really
smiles
I can't make it stop
Then my body warms and
sparkles
- it just won't stop
I've NEVER done this before - oh I've

loved before
But not like this
this is nice,....and secure
not edgy

It fits like a glove, or puzzle
pieces that were in
the wrong boxes for awhile
(you know the other one is some-
where....but where? oh, there
you are....)
And now, well, I'm not sure but
I think this must be
contentment, happiness
JOY - oh yes- I love
that word
Joyful
I am joyful with you

I believe you understand, you
know
you knew, you just
know
me

I love you
(I'm smiling)